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[May. 17th, 2008|01:32 pm] |
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why is it that when angelina jolie has a baby she goes back to being stick thin, in fact come to think of it it happens to most of them, and im here a big fat huge ugly blob. maybe i should get it over with.!!!!!!!!! |
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| Check it out... |
[May. 17th, 2008|01:32 pm] |
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I Made A Website For All You Girlies...
www.piczo.com/thinking-thin
=]
Enjoy
xo |
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| Non-ED Related |
[May. 17th, 2008|10:26 pm] |
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i watched I am Sam just before and i haven't seen it in around three years, it's one of my favorites movies and i got teary about seven times. loves it |
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[May. 17th, 2008|08:25 am] |
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ANYONE HAVE ANY THINSPO ON THEIR PAGE.. NEED SOME MOTVATION TODAY .KINDA DOWN |
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[May. 17th, 2008|01:24 pm] |
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mary kate olson is so gorgeous. i wish i could be as tiny as her! |
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| Non ED |
[May. 17th, 2008|01:22 pm] |
My latest obsession is ...
Nikki flores
Her music is immense
and she is sooooo pretty!
anyone else love her?
if you havent heard her i recomend going on youtube
two of my fav songs by her
- selfish
- this girl
happy listening my lovelies
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| arrrgh |
[May. 17th, 2008|01:13 pm] |
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Just had a slice of wholemeal bread the crust my fav, with flora spread, such a nightmare was gonna only have a bowl of all bran for dinner, just got bored. helppppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[May. 17th, 2008|01:11 pm] |
hi i just got accepted :)
umm i am not as skinny as you beautiful ladies based on some the pictures u post (I'm 5'7 and CW: 119 lbs -- GW: 110 for now) but everyone here seems really supportive of everyone :)
I don't really know what to say. I didn't eat anything yesterday but I drank a lot at a party so...hmm.
i hope everyone is feeling ok
you're all gorgeous
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| i know i keep asking but anyone near milwaukee |
[May. 17th, 2008|07:06 am] |
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i just want a friend nearby
if so
email : ikilledjenny@hotmail.com
aim: bentsporksex msn: ikilledjenny@hotmail.com yahoo: mindlessselfindulgence0_o |
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| uhhh |
[May. 17th, 2008|12:53 pm] |
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iv been SO bad binge-wise over the past 2 days =(
i know my body is like a normal size (height: 5"8, weight 9st, BMI 19) but i want to be able to see my hipbones again!!
sorry for the rant x |
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| Toothbrush |
[May. 17th, 2008|12:50 pm] |
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I have to use a baby tooth brush
And baby tooth paste
Because of how tender my gums
Always are.
They can't handle being brushed
With a normal
Tooth brush :(
Does anybody else have this
Problem? E xxx |
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| Collar Bones |
[May. 17th, 2008|09:09 pm] |
My collar bone is coming back...yay excitement. p.s. not sure how to do LJ cut help!
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[May. 17th, 2008|11:59 am] |
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| | working | ] |
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| | nothing-silence is golden! | ] |
hi guys, im in my university library here on their wireless on my laptop, can they see what websites im on!!?!?!?!?? anyway, last nite managed to not eat anthing after tea (forced to have our evening meal as a family-ugh!) and that was all i had yday. so today had to have a bowl of special k for breakfast before i came out to the library- if i try and work this early in that having had nothing i get such painful migraines and hunger pains
so tonight heres may plan, get home and say im meeting my boyfriend for dinner at his, and tell him i had dinner at mine before i came over. feel so awful lying to him but its the only way. he's not gonna want a whale in a bikine when we go on holiday.
also, somebody please motivate me, ive soooooo much work to do today, like 2 essays before i start by project which is due in 2weeks and is gna be a bitch! oh the stress of final yr university!!!
Love you all, happy saturday! xoxoxox |
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[May. 17th, 2008|08:40 pm] |
hey
i really need help!
i want to stop chewing and spitting from this very moment does anyone have any ideas? |
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[May. 17th, 2008|08:36 pm] |
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hey guys im really bored and upset i just need to talk to someone if u wanna chat add me on msn beccawheeler92@hotmail.com |
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| i think i did good... |
[May. 18th, 2008|03:02 am] |
So tonight all my roomies are so drunk. And I didnt drink! how great is that? I am really proud. and I didn't smoke weed either so I wouldn't feel hungry. I snorted some addorall. It makes me feel good and it doesn't let me feel hunger, which is always good.
I kinda feel like me and my roomies are drifting apart, I think its because I don't drink as much anymore. We always had so much fun going out and getting fucked up, and now I just don't go out or im always sober. I feel like they are mad too because i have lost weight and they know i don't eat. Tonight they told me that as soon as my pageant was over if I didn't start eating they were going to tell my mom. and today my mom asked if I was doing drugs to lose weight. How great is that? not. I felt like saying no mom im not on drugs i have a fucking ED and no one seems to notice. Thanks for thinking its drugs. ugh! that was frustrating. When my pageant is over though there will be no hiding it or room to make excuses as to why im not eating. I don't want anyone to know or take that away from me. The other day she told me, "im really happy you lost the weight, but this could go in the other direction. If it does im going to sit on you and make you eat then stay with you to make sure you dont purge." Do you think she might have idea as to what is going on if she said that?
Im going to have start figuring stuff out and get a lot smarter about hiding this from everyone. The last thing I need is for someone to try and help me.
I feel like I have family here and I love it. I will always have friends here and Im so happy I can count on this! love you all. Stay strong. |
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[May. 17th, 2008|10:58 am] |
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i m bored so think im gonna hit the gravity walker again. most of you are all probably revising for exams so gooooooooood luck. |
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[May. 17th, 2008|07:37 pm] |
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| | amy winehouse...stronger than me | ] |
Ooops.........forgot to add my stats!!!
HERE GOES...it makes me ashamed to post...
Im 5'3
CW = 50kg
LW = 44.1 kg
GW ( for this wk) = 48kg
GW = 45kg
I was living out of home for a while and it was easy to not eat and achieve my goals..now im back at home and my mum makes sure i eat (dinner atleast) so i have ballooned and feel repulsive, can't stand looking at myself in the mirror!!!
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| HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
[May. 17th, 2008|07:29 pm] |
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Hi,
Im completely new to this site but am looking forward to it :0)
I finally feel like i have met some people who are the same as me..yay
I was doing soooo good last week and was looking like i had lost some weight but now im bloated from bingeing...help.
how do you stop the cravings? can anyone suggest a good appetite suppressant or dieting pill that is sold over the counter? I find it hard to stop snacking when im at work (i work in an office on the computer all day)
Im currently 50kg and about 5'3...my goal this week is to loose atleast 2kg...fingers crossed! I find it sooo hard to loose any weight when i get to this stage...I really really need to loose weight from my thighs and butt, any suggestions?
Im going to see my boyfriend in a few days and i need to loose weight fast...argh why did i let myself get like this??
Goodluck this week to you all :0) |
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| Hey Guys N Girls |
[May. 17th, 2008|09:57 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
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| | Amy Winehouse - Wake Up Alone | ] |
Hey ..I Finally Got Accepted After Months Of Watching And Readng Woohooo!
Hope Everyones Good...
So Heres My Stats
Im 5'4
CW 110 Ibs...50 kgs I Feel Like A Whale...When I Sit Down My Skin Touches Itself...Its Repulsive!
HW Im At It!
LW 100 Ibs...45.4 kgs
GW 105 Ibs...47.7 kgs Hopefully By The End Of This Week Fingers Crossed!
GW 100 Ibs...45.5 kgs By June Fingers Crossed
Iv Always Been Underweight But Recently Iv Been Eating Whatever I Want Whenever Iv Felt Hungry .
I Miss My Bones!!
Yesterday I Ate A Whole Bag Of Jaffa Cakes ..Shameful I Know..I Actually Went Throught The Bin To Find The Packet With The Calorie Intake
Im Currently Doing My A Levels And I Think Exam Stress Is Getting To Me ..Oh Does Anone Know How Many Carlories Is In Milk..Roughly?
I Got Some Lactose But Im Kinda Worried About Using It I Usually Just Fast Or Restrict Anway Its Called 'Sandoz Lactose Solution' Has Anyone Heard Of It Before And What Other Laxitives Are Good? Oh And Roughly How Long Will It Take To Work?
Thanks In Advance Guys
Have A Great Weekend Lovelys! xxx |
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